Once in a life time, you find a treasure that makes your heart surrender
I am too busy to update the blog because i don’t even have enough time to sleep.
my dear boyfriend, i am sorry, my weekend is taken up. I will see you next week.
Friends, i have no choice but to reject your date, reshuffle gathering and skip birthday celebrations.
Your friend here is SUPER BUSY
I was having fever since tuesday afternoon, i pray and pray that i will recover by wednesday morning, indeed, i did. My fever went down this morning when i woke up. It shows 37 degree celsius, so i went to work.
My one and only day of work. Finally earned some cash.
I was so happy yet tired when the clock show 2.30pm. I used my last bit of strength to make my way home. I was so lethargic by then. When i reached home, my temperature was 38.4 degree celsius.
Oh gosh. I keep telling myself that i am not going to give my hard earn money to the doctor.
I guess the rain probably contributed to the increase of temperature in me. I feel like a sick cat now.
Dear god, please please let me recover…
One good thing that happen today was, i finally get to meet him after a million years…
It has been trap so long that i am finally going to get it off the chest.
There is so much i want to tell you about me, about us, but i don’t know where and how to start.
Before i even start, i was worried about what your reaction will be and i was taken aback.
I was overly conscious, overly worried, overly stressed and frighten to speak my mind.
Many times i realised i was just contradicting myself. It feels just like taking your own hand to slap your own face and then go OUCH!!!
I better get rid of my bad habits before is too late to regret.
Was pretty pissed with the behaviour of her in the house just now.
She took a broom out trying to sweep the living room, after that she just commented that we made a mess of the living room and thinks that is not possible to sweep so she place the broom back. Then blame it on us. I feel so disgusted with her action therefore i prove it to her that i can sweep despite the fact and not blaming it on others. Sometimes really cannot stand her. Little bit only also want to make sarcastic remarks. Cannot stand her, PISSED!
To me she is just trying to be lazy, thats all. The rest are excuses that i don’t wish to hear. Hate it!
Anyway, is finally going to be sunday. No more communication barriers when Sunday arrive. No more connection problem, no more one way message, no more bottling up of feelings and thoughts, no more loneliness. Okay, thats alittle bit exaggerating. Well…
You wouldn’t understand what kind of feeling i am using to write my blog daily. Is always a mixture of everything. Don’t try to understand me, because you will probably never going to get it. I find it complicated when it comes to that question everytime i asked myself.
Maybe you and me can write a bad romance or maybe i need a bad romance…
I received a email telling me that Alvin and the chipmunks 2 is back for this christmas. yipee!
I was happy about all the nice movies that is going to come, yet a little upset and worry about it. Because i wonder if he will accompany me to watch. Sigh. I have those movie movie craving that is coming…
I am exhausted for the day. Run around many places today and eat all the way. Tomorrow will be another long long day.
Was pretty addicted to this drama call “Your hand in mind”. Funny show, i can use it to entertain myself pretty well. HAHA.
Okay, another 3 more days i guess. I really dislike the communication barriers.
The thought of watching that disney flim show arise suddenly in my mind.
Is a movie that didn’t attract me with its trailer, but i don’t know why, out of a sudden, i really feel like watching something that is expected to be heart warming with you, yes you, my dearest boyfriend.
I don’t know what are my chances but maybe you shouldn’t dampen my mood on this joyous festival season, It’s Christmas!
I could still remember the first time we dated each other out during the christmas period back in 2 years.
I said i enjoyed the lighting around orchard road, now i still do…
I was holding a camera back then…
The weather has been cold recently, especially in the night. I don’t denied that i want you to be back soon for the fact that i miss you alot, thou i am still pretty occupied with activities.
It seems like the longest outfield that you have been to from the fact that we have no proper communication channels. How i wish that i can just speak to you or to receive your text messages.
How i wish you were here or i was there.
For the past 2 nights, i didn’t have you in my dream. Is making me lonely and i wonder why. Sometimes when i look at the sky, i wonder what you were doing in the north from where i was standing. But lucky, this time we don’t have any time lag differences.
I was reading a book this evening and the male character in the book said: ” I thought my life was always under control; until i realised emotions control my life, and you control my emotins.”
While reading that, i shared almost the same thought.
I had this really nice milk tea from AMK. Is really one of the nicest that i have drank so far. Is from KOI cafe and my cousin bought it for us to try. I have always hated pearls in my bubble tea but this time round, i didn’t avoid it. I will definitely buy it again if i pop by AMK again.
p/s Baby, 4 more days…
Is been a long while since i last watch a movie. The last movie i watched was The ugly truth back in october week one.
Watched 2012 tonight.
A fanstatic movie but is just too scary to be watched twice.
I really cannot imagine if ever that is going to happen.
‘Tell me is not true!’
Ok, i had a great movie and dinner night out.
I always feel great shopping during Christmas time. I walked from Orchard ION all the way down to The Cathay. A great exercise.
Tomorrow got to wake up early to fetch lovely niece.
Is been so long since i have the opportunity to sleep until 10am in the morning and i need to wake up 7.15am tomorrow.
5 more days, i had been counting and counting. I really miss him…Especially after watching the movie.
p/s: My room is nicely painted with sassy pink. The whole house is going to be nicely paint.
I felt like i had the longest day without dear around with me on a saturday.
I woke up at 7.30am early in the morning (thou i slept at 2am previously)
Cleared some mails and dragged out by my dad for breakfast and some market shopping at 8.30am.
Came back home around 10.15am and started preparing for the rehearsal that will take place at my house at 11am. After that, all of us rush over to another place for Y.meeting which starts at 2pm, and we ended the meeting near 7pm.
Drive over to packet dinner before we head to another place to have another event that will take place at 8pm. Everything ended around 10plus.
And i am finally back home at 11pm to tidy my excel sheet and meeting mintues.
What a long and tired day i have. I feel so shag now with my brain not functioning.
Tomorrow will be a HAPPY 
day with ting and en to the zoo.
Recently i pick up a habit that i always hope i have it at the age of 3.
I started reading!
I finished the book in less than 5h, is actually not a very thick book with only 20 chapters.
But is really nice, touching and inspiring. Pick up a few nice quotes and the matchstick joke.
Last friday, i ordered this book title ” I believe You” from goody bookstore. They actually sent me an email to asked if i received it on monday. So i replied yes but told them that my book comes with a little dent on the book spin. However, i wasn’t asking for any compensation, it was meant to be just a casual remark.
Without hesitation, they replied me saying that they will send me a new copy plus an additional book cover to protect the book from damage during the transit. On top of that, they offer to waive my postage charge of $3 if i buy the next book.
I was very please with their service so i decided to get another book of the same author. I received both of them today and they are in perfect condition.
The stories are nice and in singapore context. While reading it, i could almost mirror it.
What i admire most is the excellent service they provided.
Beginning of this week, my friends and i went for a job briefing which was susposed to start next monday for me. However, i decided to give it up after hearing their bad experience and how the company cheated us.
OH MY, i am down with no job again. With my hetic schedule i think is way too impossible to get job that match my requirement.
“miss olive, you are too picky!” – I Know.
Lately, your workload seems to increase with new duties coming in. We didn’t sms much for i know you were busy, but still, i can see that you are trying hard to reply my messages. I am thankful for what you did.
I called just now and i can hear how lethargic you are. I know. I know. Though you didn’t speak much and dosed off after i finished my sentence, i know that you care.
1 more day with you in Singapore. For you will be gone by tomorrow night. Waves of emotion shot me down with your near departure to our neighbourhood country – goodbye
